I just want out, really. Out of the maroon and white laden halls of Satsuma High School and into the orange and blue laden halls of Auburn. I keep constructing absent minded situations where I don't get to go/leave and, fuck, it genuinely upsets me. I don't dislike my surroundings. It's just that I've think I've grown to the point where I am ready for something new to my eyes. Honestly, it doesn't even matter if it's slightly the same. At least it'll be dressed in different skin. My internal course of thought keeps on tediously stressing me when I should be pretty happy. It's absurd. I guess I've always been drawn to absurdities in an entertainment aspect, but it's different when it's looming upon you. Current Music: Ozma
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